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Entry #14
I made a thread about this last night but it got deleted. The last time I had checked it was up to 3 pages. I had a feeling it was going to get locked or deleted so I saved my original post:
What I'm doing is highly illegal. I asked a mod a while ago if I could include pictures without getting the thread locked/deleted, or getting myself banned, but he said he's not sure. I'm also putting myself at risk by basically documenting my illegal behavior as well. So I'm not quite sure if this thread is going to survive... but I'm going to make it anyway.
For those of you not familiar with it, DMT, or dimethyltraptamine is a highly potent psychoactive drug. It's the most powerful hallucinogen that humans are currently aware of. Check this video out, where Joe Rogan talks about it so you can figure out why I'm so excited about it. Also, read an excerpt of the book DMT: The Spirit Molecule, which Joe Rogan refers to in the video. It has quotes of some of the experiences people had on DMT in the clinical studies of it.
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Anyway, I've been trying to find a source for DMT for a long time. I haven't done any drugs in quite a while, but I told myself I'd try DMT at least once anyway. I scoured the earth looking for the stuff for at least a year, however I all but gave up a few months ago. But something awesome happened about 2 weeks ago, the sky opened and I got lucky.
I saw an old friend of mine that I hadn't seen in about a few years. We went to school together, but he dropped out and I barely saw him after that. We got to talking and we discussed a bunch of shit, we talked about some of the experiences we had with drugs back in the day. Without expecting him to really know anything, I brought up DMT and he just smirked as I explained it to him. I told him that I wanted to find some really bad, then he just laughed. He then revealed to me that he and his friend had been extracting nn-DMT (the good stuff) for a while. My friend personally hadn't done it, but his friend had. They had been creating it in small doses for a close circle of their friends for a while. I told him to hook me up with the guy so I could get some. His friend doesn't want to get caught, so he agreed to selling me some, but he wouldn't do it personally. It took a while for the moves to be made and whatnot, but I got it 2 weeks ago, and I took a picture of it before stowing it in the refrigerator.
Tomorrow my brother and I, his fiance, my fiance, and two of my friends are driving up to my friend's parents' cabin and we're all going to smoke it. I have enough for about 20 doses (I have what I am told is 400 mg, I'm weighing it tomorrow though because I don't have a scale in my possession).
I'm going to have a video camera, as well as a tape recorder. I may or may not post these videos/pictures on the internet, but I'll at least explain my experience in detail when I get back tomorrow. I'm a little scared, but ah well.
Here's the picture I took, as evidence, with a bottle cap next to it for contrast. It's basically a light orange-colored wax.
Discuss.
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The funny thing is that a few mods posted in it for a while, so I thought everything was good to go but apparently not. I was going to return and post my experience in it, which I just got finished typing but now my thread is gone, so I'll just do it here.
I was the first to do it. Me and my brother weighed precisely 50mg of the light-orange wax on his electric scale. I used a little plastic spoon to load it into the bowl of the pipe, then used a toothpick to push the wax into the middle of the screen. We turned all the lights off, and shut all the blinds on the windows except for the little window that was in the middle of the front door about 50 feet away from where we were in the living room. I sat down on the couch and tried to clear my mind, while looking at the sun coming in through that little window in the door. I tried to think only positive thoughts, but at first all I thought about was that I was really, really nervous. I remember looking around the room knowing that everything around me was about to disappear and be replaced with something brand new. I sat there for about 5 minutes with everyone looking at me.
My brother's fiance sat down on the couch with me when I told them I was going to go ahead and hit it. We already discussed that someone would have to grab the lighter and pipe from me shortly after I take the hit/hits. So I took deep breathes, exhaled all the air out of my lungs, put the pipe to my mouth, flicked the lighter and held the flame about an inch over the wax. I then inhaled slowly trying intentionally to keep the flame from touching the DMT (I learned that you're not supposed to expose the DMT to a naked flame, only vaporize it with the heat). I took a long, slow, but big hit. I was completely shocked by how horrible it tasted, I remember that much. I coughed that first hit out, but I immediately felt weird. I also apparently had enough time and enough of my mental and motor abilities to take another hit and clear all the DMT from the screen.
I only had about maybe 10 seconds after that where I could still see what was around me in the living room, but the room became overlapped with intense visuals. The most intricate designs and bright colors became visible all around me. I also started hearing a humming noise that started off quiet but became very loud and very intense. The sound also oscillated as I moved my eyes around. I'd look up and the sound got higher in pitch, I looked down and it got lower. I didn't only hear it but I felt the humming, like my body and the whole world was shaking. (Afterthought: It kind of reminded me of the movie the Butterfly Effect, when Ashton Kutcher is about to go back in time or whatever and everything around him starts warping.)
The surface of the walls and objects around me went dark while the designs danced around the room, but shortly before I closed my eyes I noticed that the sunlight coming in from the window was no longer a white color but a rainbow. Like a single beam of a rainbow, straight like a laser beam going down to the floor. It and and everything else was shaking along to the tone I was hearing. The rainbow beam warped and bent around like a slinky. It felt like I was being sucked towards it, it felt like that feeling you get when you accelerate in a car or an airplane on takeoff. Then I closed my eyes and the feeling of acceleration went away, but I was in an entirely different place. I no longer saw any color other than different shades of blue. It wasn't like before, now what I saw looked actually three dimensional, it looked like I was floating in the middle of a large ball. I could very easily make out the contours of the inside and so I recognized the shape as being a sphere. It had a light-blue, maybe baby-blue inner wall, but had sort of like a plaid design on it from darker blue colors. I was inside of the sphere for what felt like only a few seconds, but long enough to see that the plaid design got more concentrated at two points across from each other on the wall. I became aware that each one was a door, I had come from one and was about to go through the other. One of them then opened up and I literally saw stars, I could see very clearly that it was outer space. It didn't have any designs or anything, it was just like looking at up at the sky. I then felt the accelerating feeling again, but it was way, way stronger this time. I heard like a "swoooosh" noise as I got squeezed out of the blue ball and into space via the door. I felt like I was a piece of rubber that got shot like a rubber band. This time I could look below me and see that I was on top of like a platform. It was made out of gold, but had other colors on it, blues, reds, purples, greens etc.... I wasn't standing on it, but I was floating above it parallel to it while at the same time both it and me were being shot like a bullet through space. I passed different galaxies, solar systems, I saw new constellations and so forth. It was completely clear, no haziness or anything.
Then the craziness started happening. Although I was flying through space I looked out to the side and saw that there were creatures that were moving around in a completely different, stationary area. It's hard to as hell to describe. I still can't describe it sufficiently to make people understand, but it felt like two entirely different videos or pairs of eyes were being projected on top of each other. While stars were flying by, I also saw all around me a stationary landscape with a horizon, and on that horizon were planets, as they would look if you were on a planet and they were close (kind of like looking at the moon from earth). Some of the creatures that I couldn't originally make out the shape of walked off of their platform, over the area of space between me and where they came from and came over to me. At first they scared the hell out of me, I immediately wondered if they were evil but the feeling of fear quickly went away and now I was just purely interested. They then came on to my platform and the landscape disappeared and we were traveling through space again. As this happened I was pretty calm, I wasn't scared anymore at all. I'm pretty sure there was 12 of them, I saw now that they looked like they were made out of squares, like a snake of sideways squares. They each looked like they had about 8 squares connected making up a long, chain-like body, with a larger square on top for a head, and squares for eyes and mouthes. The texture of their bodies was completely clear and incredibly complex. It looked like each little square had like a 3-dimensional tire pattern on it, but way more complicated than that, and really bright white, with like a circle of different colors glowing from it. They lined up in front of me, I think 6 in each row, parallel to my line of sight, like they were waiting in line to come towards me. They started making chattering noises, it sounded a bit like a dolphin. One at a time, each one would step forward from one of the lines while the others stood still, and show me 'something'. It felt very much like a test, they'd step forward and pull something out of the passing stars, and it would look like a little television or a mirror or something, and inside of it would be the most insane, impossible things. I'd see symbols that would move and and it seemed like the snake creatures were asking me what I thought about them, like what they meant or said. It seemed like they were trying to determine if I could speak and read their language. One would step forward, show me something and I'd reply, in English. I don't remember exactly what I said to them, but I remember each one would acknowledge it, and give out a loud laughing noise while scampering away from me, and go to the back of the line behind the rest of them. This went on for what seemed like a few minutes. Each one did a different thing, showed me something different. The things they showed me I can't remember very vividly, but I know that each one I saw felt and looked amazing, I was amazed the whole time, like I was being filled with more information than I have ever had before. Eventually they stopped, and said what I think was "good job, but we have a lot more in store for you". I tried to ask questions, I wanted to get a grasp on who they were and what the purpose of it was, but they started to completely ignore me after that, like I was still there but they were no longer aware of me. This was the only really negative feeling I had that I can remember. I felt very lonely, then very confused. That's the only way I can describe it.
This is all I can recall clearly, the trip started wearing down after that. What I saw became dull and hazy. I could still see space flying by, but it looked like that whole vision was getting narrower and being surrounded by black. The humming noise became quieter and quieter, it sounded like it was a jet engine shutting down. The vision I saw kept getting narrower and narrower as I was backing away, until I couldn't see it anymore. Then I opened my eyes and I was back in the real world. I still felt weird, and my eyesight confused the hell out of me, like I wasn't accustomed to it. I had to concentrate to realize what was happening around me. I began to recognize the people around me. Everyone, including my concerned-looking fiance kept asking "are you back, are you alright, can you hear me?" and stuff like that. I could barely speak at all at first because I was so hyper. I used a lot of broken sentences and interrupted my self again and again. I kept saying things about what I saw and what they meant that I thought made perfect sense, but were seemingly contradictory. I said "the symbols didn't have meaning by themselves, it was the sounds they made and what I chose that changed them into something real" then a minute later I said "the symbols were ancient, I had no control. They mean everything, EVERY single thing possible. They are everywhere but we can't see them anymore."
Within only a short time I felt completely sober, and I started telling them a more coherent version of what happened... with who/what/when/where/how instead of the abstract, crazy shit I said earlier.
What I just typed is a mixture of what they said I said, and what I wrote down on paper about an hour after I came down. They said I was completely still with my eyes close for about 10 minutes. I started opening my eyes but didn't respond to them for another 2 or 3 minutes. Approximately 30 minutes after I smoked, I was completely back to normal.
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